how i wish im not born into this world?

how i wish i could run away & hide myself from everyone?

how i wish i could have someone who would hear my cries every single night?

how i wish i could have circle of friends who could lift me up instead of putting me down?

how i wish i could have control of everthing?

how i wish i could be someone else rather than myself?

how i wish i could be with "him"?

how i wish i could be strong to face challenges in this life?

how i wish i could be dead by now?