first chapter

life has becoming more and more miserable for me. i had no more strength to carry on with this life.each time i tried to be strong, i will fail again and again. how i wish someone could be there for me every moment when i need them.only God know how painful i have to go through this journey alone.i dont know what my life would turn out to be tomorrow and ever after...tears simply keep flowing each time i ponder about it.