unspokenwords

2009-05-13T05:33:00.001-07:00

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be thereI took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

2009-05-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

2009-03-02T20:05:00.001-08:00

how i wish im not born into this world?

how i wish i could run away & hide myself from everyone?

how i wish i could have someone who would hear my cries every single night?

how i wish i could have circle of friends who could lift me up instead of putting me down?

how i wish i could have control of everthing?

how i wish i could be someone else rather than myself?

how i wish i could be with "him"?

how i wish i could be strong to face challenges in this life?

how i wish i could be dead by now?

Real Love

2009-02-16T01:09:00.000-08:00

Girl, im going out of my mind
and even though i dont really know yo
and plus im feeling im running out of time
im waiting for the moment i can show you
and baby girl i want u to know, im watching you go ,im watching you pass me by
its real love that that you dont know about...

Baby i was there all alone.. when you'd be doing things i would watch you
i'd picture you and me all alone .. im wishing you was someone i can talk to
i gotta get you out of my head but baby girl i gotta see you once again

Every now and now i go to sleep, i couldn't stop dreaming about you
your love is got me feeling kinda weak.. i really cant see me without you
and now u're running around in my head im never gonna let you slip away again

i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk with to you..
if i get up the chance to walk with you then i would stop holding it in ..and never have to go through this again

Today when i saw you alone... i knew had to come up and approach you
coz girl i really gotta let you know ...all about the things you made me go through
and now she looking at me in the eye and now you get me open and now you dreaming again

Bad Bad Bad

2009-02-13T16:49:00.000-08:00

From the moment I saw her she had to be mine
There's just something about her so awesomely rightS
he's not decked out in Prada
Or drippin' in ice
She's got natural beauty and sensuous eyes

So baby don't walk away
Gimme just one chance to step up and win your love
Baby just talk to me
Gimme just one chance to step up and win your love
Because...

I've searched high and low and everywhere I go
I've never felt so sure
You're so... bad, bad, bad
Yeah girl you'll see it to
My everything's for you
Just tell me what to do
You're so... bad, bad, bad

There's no words to explain it
No way to define
It's a special connection girl your heart with mine
You've been sent from above
Yeah you're one of a kind
I wanna be in you soul girl
I wanna stay on your mind

2009-02-06T16:36:00.000-08:00

lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boyI need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boyI need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I doLet me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

2009-02-06T16:28:00.000-08:00

I'd give you everything, anything
If you'd be mine
I'd give the stars above, an' all my love
How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it's true

If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand

Now I know that I have no chance
Oh, to make you mine
But if I owned the world, you would be my boy
How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it's true

If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand
How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind all the time for you
Yes it's true...

If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand

Only Heaven knows

2009-02-06T16:10:00.000-08:00

He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till
I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know

And though he's far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in time
I know he's mine

So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know he's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray'cause heaven knowsHeaven knows...

2009-02-04T02:48:00.000-08:00

recently,i terribly misses him so much. i dont know his whereabouts how could i possibly in love with him...tk logik betul!

im stress....exam is just around the corner & i havent even start mugging. i have to mug like about 4 modules each module comprises 11 chapter,boleh terkencit ako mugging.

Soulmate

2009-01-17T18:01:00.000-08:00

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

2009-01-13T03:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday, i meet him tanpa disangka....jantung mcm nk terputus when he stare at me.
dahla tu, at that point of time....ako keseorangan while waiting for my friends. i have been admiring him since last year....nobody knows about this even my best friend. aku taknak menaruh harapan setinggi gunung on him and after that, frust menongeng.

p/s: cousin dayah, thanks for being there when i need u.i love u very much from the bottom of my heart!

Hiatus

2009-01-07T03:08:00.000-08:00

life has been such hectic for me since school started and no time for me to update this bloody bloggy.i rather keep myself occupied with school....kalau tak i keep thinking those fucking problem 24 hours a day.hehe!

resolution for 2009:

- happiness and longevity

- succeed in studies and graduate by 2010

- stable & better paying job in the future

- enforce postitive attitude within myself

- less tears & fears

- more brave in overcoming obstacles

hidup berteman air mata

2008-12-16T03:16:00.001-08:00

i don't know how to continue this life anymore.setiap hari, hidup ini hanya bertemankan air mata.life is becoming more & more useless.no words could ever describe this feelings :'(

first chapter

2008-12-10T03:18:00.000-08:00

life has becoming more and more miserable for me. i had no more strength to carry on with this life.each time i tried to be strong, i will fail again and again. how i wish someone could be there for me every moment when i need them.only God know how painful i have to go through this journey alone.i dont know what my life would turn out to be tomorrow and ever after...tears simply keep flowing each time i ponder about it.